Monday, May 17, 2010
sch starting tmr... gonna feel bored
and is napfa like tmr omg
NOT prepared, hope i can scrape a 30...
today was like totally wasted >(
nth to do leh D:
just came across a few stuffs about introverted ppl todae
those things abt how introverts may not necessarily anti-social and shy
kinda reassuring, but still nagging at my mind
do i appear anti social to u guys? and shy?
cos i'm definitely not ( i think )
it just takes a longer time to know me, i guess
i'm probably the most fun-loving guy out there XD
i treasure my relations soo much i NVR dao ppl
i'm really an easy-going guy, maybe just i dun express it AS MUCH face-to-face
sooo uhm... yea
comparing myself... sigh
i think thats like the biggest problem with me lo
there's always competition out there in life
to improve, i mean u HAVE to set a standard for urself rite? D:
but that standard (person) seems soo perfect
then i keep putting myself down in order to spur myself to improve
is it just not right?
there are some things i cant really change tho ):
will i someday turn out to be that perfect person?
or is it just plain impossible?
meanwhile, i just have to take more of this... this... "putting down"
this is quite depressing haha
there's always that someone better than you, who's got everything
wow thats quite a bit of thoughts!!
see whut i can think about on a boring day hahaha
(:
9:38 PM
