Tuesday, July 27, 2010
one whole day of emo-ing... ):
like seriously whole day
it wasnt healthy
i was just drifting off
spacing out
just... thinking
should i? let go?
like yahh let go?
it felt like some battle between my heart and brain zomg... >_<
heart: NO DUN LET GO!!
brain: lets be rational now...
heart: TO HELL WITH THINKING!! GIVE UP FOR WHUT!!
brain: don't u feel the pain?
heart: PA...pain...?
brain: yes the pain... that you have recently been feeling a lot
heart: but i CAN TAKE IT >_<
brain: sure?
heart: DAMN SURE
brain: then why emo? why the blog posts?
heart: THEY...
brain: see? is it worth it?
heart: of course!! wth i'm sure not worth it
brain: sure? what have you got in return for holding on?
heart: ...
-DINGDINGDING- ROUND 1 DRAW
yahh and more to go...
but my brain feels like its winning
should i let it go?
haha not like you care anw right?
u dun even care please
u dun even want to talk to me
rather talk to ur other frens eh?
who knows whut u think of me?
some loser?
idk idk idk...
other ppl have so much better criteria than me
i'm just gonna give up soon
its working kay? you happy nao?
"and the award for the best liar goes to you..."
"why do you do this to me? why do you do this so easily"
all the emo songs...
singing all of them today ):
sigh
i realli REALLI pity my heart
has to beat there
giving me life
and it the end whut does it get?
pain
sadness
dao-ing
._.
this is getting too much to take
11:35 PM