Monday, August 16, 2010
)))):
i feel like such a damn fool
WHY do i do all these things?
then i just sink into chaos i never hope for
this is absolutely retarded
i am absolutely retarded
there's nth i can do about it anw
u try so hard
to fall back down again
hard
and i'm not just talking about breakdancing
its everything
there's no point trying so hard
they've got all the right moves
in the right faces
and me?
i've got everything screwed up how bout that
i'm going down~~
its freaking hard to let everyone like you
cos no one ever does
all just looking at the outside
never bothering to look DEEPER
they always go
on and on
about how "looks are bonus"
damn it all
if one didnt had looks
would he/she attract ppl to bother looking deeper?
no
u just have to care for the outside dude
no one knows me
i'm just alone
in my own loser world
just kick me guys
kick me aside
u dun ever need me do you
no one ever gets the hints
no one
i just suck
alright alright i wun bother u anymore
i'm just gonna leave you alone
alright?
but u wun be as alone as i will be
cos u have everyone
and i have no one
i'm the one
that's realli alone
u used to be the one i almost trusted
until things changed/ happened
but NO ONE UNDERSTANDS
there's no one to listen to me
everyone's busy talking to everybody else
cos i'm the only loser
lame boring loser
stupid random loser
not-funny not-spastic loser
average loser
which no one bothers to talk to
u cant even bother to ANSWER A SIMPLE QUESTION
i realli dun feel like naming you here
you too
yea there're 2 ppl i realli hate and getting confused over now
and i realli dunno whut to do
i'm just a loser arent i?
a retarded, lame loser
can someone just tell me that i am
so i can jump off the building now?
end this misery
end this chaos
end this all
-The End-
-Not-
its just getting started
i'm going down
10:37 PM
