Saturday, September 4, 2010
back to my boring old average life again
2 days of dancing felt good
surprisingly
but so many mistakes
i'm just not that perfect
for a period of time today
i just felt like a backup
but oh well
"Dancers are everything under their own spotlight"
i guess i shouldnt be jealous or whatever haha
but abit what luhh i felt
its just this sense of emptiness on stage
not much nervousness or anything
i'm just backup and stuff
no one's watching me anw haha
its just on the center dancer realli
didnt had to worry so much
oh well... i'm not as good
so every performance is just a self-improvement for myself
i'll just improve and improve i guess
awesome concert tho :DD
met many ppl under my cool golden mask :D haha
so that no one would see my ugly face X)
sigh
tiring days
i'm
just
going
to
crash
in my own fatigue and emptiness
12:15 AM
