Thursday, December 2, 2010
HALLO!!! back from penang heh
4 days of break :DDD
quite relaxing
played table tennis with my bro
stuffed myself with awesome foods
but i swear
I'M GETTING FATTTTTTT
got to exercise soon ):
hahaha spent a lot of time thinking
i dont know la
just yknow
when you're sitting on a ferry during the night
or sitting on a bus/taxi
it just makes you think
or maybe its just me (:
and ON THE PLANE OMG
all the clouds just MAKES you think
hmm... on the plane
i was thinking like
"finally, fukang, you realise how small and insignificant you are"
cause you'll see all the islands
and water and clouds
and then i just realised that
they might seem small
from 10000 metres up high
but really, i'm just that small compared to them
i need to come back down from the clouds
and come back down to reality
alright face it
i'm just not as BIGSHOT or whatever
i'm just not that significant to anyone
or everyone, for that matter
i mean, the world is gigantic dude
and there're people out there better than you
so you're not that great after all
mhmmmm not that great
then holy crap
the plane touchdown right
then the runway was like wet (cause of rainnn)
the plane was like BLOWING away the water
DAMN COOOL
(sorry)
like 'VOOOOOOOSSSSHHHHHHHHHHH'
then i was thinking
hmm just maybe
i might be of some impact
when i try, when i come back down to reality
i might be of some worth after all
sigh a plane ride gets me soooo confused
but it was some nice thinking time
hmm this penang trip also showed me
how much i value my parents
all your fathers and mothers might be healthy and earning good money
but mine arent that fortunate
MY father used to be a soccer player
then he drank damn little water
then during work also
he never drink water, never go toilet
some problem with his excretory system came up
now he cant eat peanuts and a lot of other food
or his leg will start swelling
DAMN painfully
my heart aches just talking about it
he was still eating all the food he couldnt eat
"aiya a bit of medicine can already la"
i was watching him LIMP
argh ): my father is RESPECT man
he started working at 12?
and i'm complaining about my job
and all of you out there
some not working?
you all cant and wont understand my father's pain, never
my mum was washing ALL our clothes
during the entire holiday
maybe because i have NO clothes to go out in?
(i just didnt bring that many)
she might go angst on me a few times here and there
but she is the one major TANKER
behind all the house chores and my education
my parents
respect
sorry i just...
sigh
i dont know why
all of you out there
can be soo lucky
rich, smart, good looking, good parents, talents and what-not
and you're going "FML"
hahaha just take a look at mine alright
and see how fortunate you retards are
and maybe start APPRECIATING your parents' efforts
not saying i'm not lucky enough
just saying that YOU ALL
should stop taking all your luck for granted
stop complaining
i'm very very much worse off
and stop taking your FRIENDS for granted
be glad you still have people to talk to
cause i really dont
some of you dont even know the feeling of being ignored
cause you're all popular and shizzz
ha i'm just not
i cant change that can i
START LOVING YOUR LIVES you retards
cause i'm loving mine
10:10 PM
