Thursday, January 27, 2011
ORIENTATION
sorry i know i havent really been posting but
things were pretty boring before today (:
anyway
today was pretty much awesome (like me)
did some basic icebreakers and stuff
but i was rather hyped up haha
not because of the girls... ;)
just i dont know
decided to be high :D
maybe cause of first impressions haha
like the first day kinda thing
start off on a good note
shouting for quite a lot of stuffs HAHA
just screaming lololol :D
hmm it was rather fun lah (:
then station games?
just a whole lot of squeezing
and more squeezing
on chairs and on some mat hahah
i think that's their way of getting us closer to each other i guess
then it was OG DINNER
and we just had to go to carl's jr
burned my wallet haha no money already lahhhh ):
anyway we just joined hell lot of tables together right
cause we had like 20 people
and i was sitting on the far end
and getting left out of everything
):
i just started to get emo and shit lah serious
its really damn sad
when everyone else literally
is bonding together
and you're just forever alone
i just started sms-ing people cos i really had nothing to do at that time
and everyone's just enjoying their og time
am i the only one being overshadowed?
the rest being "outstanding" in their og
i have like ern xu, ryan chan, and beck, even john
i seriously felt like some retarded loser at the end of the table
sigh
what's happening to me?
am i just attention-seeking or what
why am i like that?
maybe i am attention seeking after all
isn't everyone attention seeking?
or am i just being not included enough?
i dont know lah
why does orientation bring me so many emo stuffs to think about?
haha i think i'll just laugh it off and go to sleep bah
not good to emo over orientation
its supposed to be our funnest J1 days after all (:
9:49 PM
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
JC life sounds way more scary than before
seriously 10-paged essay in 45 minutes?
thats... some hand you got there
hahaha dont even know whether i'll cope
then there's all the talk about retainees and stuff
sighhhh no more slacking i guess
BUTTTTT
orientation is like the day after!! (:
they make it sound really fun haha
so i guess it should be fun right
right?
:D
but seriously, drumstick for a group name
even french fries is better lolol
not creative enough guyz >)
my ogls sound like fun people
they better not be boring like me :P
LIFE'S RATHER BORING NOWASAYS SIGHHH
nothing's going on
except ryan's birthday pranks yesteryesterday
quite fun lah :D at least he was surprised (:
JC life
hahaha its going to start sooonnnnnnn (:
but
i'm
not
prepared
:P
10:56 PM
Monday, January 17, 2011
what up people
today's bus ride was absolutely fantastic
i got on, sat down at the hobo spot
hahaha the spot just next to the door
i think i kinda dozed off
then suddenly someone was knocking against my legs
like KNOCKING it was damn freaky i swear
i just jolted awake (and that feeling kinda sucked)
there was this girl sitting beside me
and this retard waking me up was apparently quarreling with her
her brother or something lah both small kids
hahaha it wasnt that bad
"WALAAAOOO i wanted to sit here one leh"
"too bad"
i was just too kind at that moment to let that pass haha
so i offered my seat
not bad
:D
HAHAHA sorry random-ing
mondays are soooo boring
but today we had some breaking session
wooahh pros all around me
i need to learn faster
:D
9:34 PM
Saturday, January 15, 2011
TGIF
haha this week lasted soooo long omg
i cant wait for school to start
and its not the girls XD
its i dont know JC life
not that i already like it or anything
i'm just freaking curious how it'll be like :D
is it fun? stressful? tiring?
and i want to go see how street dance does their stuff too hehe
i'm back to breakdancing i think XD
after eoys i havent really been doing my stuff
slacking off i suppose haha working on other stuff
ANYWAYS
JIP IS DAMN BORING SO FAR
except for the fact that i went up on stage to do a baby freeze
YEAH PEOPLE YOU GOT THAT RIIIGHHHTTT
hahaha just for fun lah dey
hmm my confidence is really doing something to me
and i LIKE IT
NAICE SPICE
11:01 PM
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
SOOO FIRST DAY IN JC WOOHOO
not
seriously its bloody boring sitting all cramped up
they managed to squeeze ALL of us (rg girls plus ri guys) into the hall
and thought it was an achievement wth
they had a freaking whatyoucallit
gallery? ahhh and it was empty
and GUESS WHAT
5 hours of talks without lunch
being bored AND hungry is the most bullshit feeling ever
i cant believe no one ran off to the canteen or something
actually someone from my class went to watch a movie or something hahaha (Y)
lucky kevin had an entire tub of sweets with him muahaha
managed to keep me awake for the whole torture
only one interesting talk, the rest were common sense/SUPER BORING
haha they actually talked about discipline wth
"We banned only poker cards at first...
but they do not... seem to follow the rules of uno!!"
HAHA it was absolutely retarded
what playing reverse/skip/draw 2 as picture cards? XD
argh but still seriously
i dont think i can handle another 2 weeks of this crap :O
i'm going to sleep or something
and somehow they make orientation sound fun
hahaha i'm waiting to see how fun it can be
but these 2 weeks got to, they just HAVE TO FLY BY
i cant tahan that bo-gry feeling sia
AND SHITTTTT I NEED TO START TRAINING FOR MY NAPFA
i'm going to rot for chin-ups and 2.4 wth
holidays made me fat and useless
not exactly fat, i'm freaking thin coming to think of it
but weak and... slow
yah i'm just fat HAHA
and they were talking about girls being stronger than guys
shit
6:09 PM
Friday, January 7, 2011
back from chalet hahaha
quite a retarded 3 days spent :P
1st day hmm...
we didnt know what to do heh
just played cards and played
it was freaking funny how some people just cant play cheat
i'm some born liar :D
at night, didnt sleep at all
stayed awake the entire night
played cards and went high on F&N grape XD
funny how everyone intend to stay up
and in the end just sleep haha tsk (:
and then went to macs at like what 4am?
first time i went to macs so early muahaha
watched the man city-arsenal match
yawn it was damn boringgggg 0-0 match
woke 2 people up and played titii all the way till like 7 (:
spending the wee hours of the morning with your friends
is rather cool :D
2nd day was retardeddddd
sakura international sucked real bad haha
everything was cold and crap >(
in the end we just da-baoed a whole lot of ice cream HAHA
oh did i mention?
we went for a swim in the morning :D
damn bloody cold the water
we just played water rugby
and ended up having hell lot of scratches on my body ):
met the rest of the people after dinner
and they bought some vodka
and some guy ended up bloody drunk
we drew some random pictures on his stomach haha
now i know better then to drink heh :D
3rd day just checked out lo
went for RJ open house
looked at the street dance performance
but still mod dance?
or streetz?
i have a tendency towards streetz
but oh well there's the testimonial and everything ):
well see how lah (:
hope i can find something i like to do (:
SIGH
SCHOOL'S STARTING NEXT WEEEEEEEK HOLY CRAPPPPP
JCCCCCCC
but its all boring shit i think
damn ):
last 4 days of my holiday muahaha (:
enjoy it guys :D
while you can
9:32 PM
Saturday, January 1, 2011
and its the first post for the year
didnt have time to post yesterday
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE
MAY 2011 BE AWESOME FOR YOU
AND BE AWESOMER FOR ME
HAHA jkjk (:
anyway its a new year
a year full of possibilities
another 365 days of coolness
appreciate it guys ;)
for 2010.
i wish you goodbye
and thank you for all the experiences you gave me
i can pretty much say
that this year has been one that i've matured the most
having thought so much
having experienced so much
i really REALLY feel different
i'm no longer the happy-go-lucky guy i once used to be
i'm no longer the no-talent guy i used to be
i'm no longer the unconfident shit that i was
i'm no longer the shorty that i was
i'm no longer the guy you can push around anymore
i'm no longer the angsty person i used to be
i'm no longer the unproductive person i was
i'm no longer going heck-care about my studies anymore
i'm no longer the old fukang
i'm new and i'm me
i'm taking things into my own stride now
i've recognised that i've got quite a few talents
i've become more confident
i've grew taller
i've become someone that can actually take charge
i've gained a strong hold over my emotions
i've learned to be more focused
i've become more serious about my studies
and here's hoping everone else has changed too
in one way or another
lets hope its for the better
sometimes we can actually change ourselves intentionally
like on purpose, we reap what we sow
I FREAKING LEARNED HOW TO DANCEEEEEEEE :D :D :D
dancing has pretty much been the theme for 2010 for me
i've learnt how to dance since march
both to impress a certain someone
and to prove others wrong
that i'm not a useless piece of crap in their eyes
i have to thank RYAN SEAH and YONGXIN
my evercool dancing partners
you guys inspired me to take up dancing
and seriously its awesome
i think dancing changed me the most
boosting my confidence by a bit here and there
and allowing me to see a lot of things in another perspective
now there are people that actually think i'm cool
think i'm actually someone
they admire me, people
i haven't tasted admiration since primary 6
when i ran 6 minutes plus for my 1.6
nope, i've lived as a nobody since then
always blending into the background
its pretty sad, tbh
i mean sports isnt exactly one avenue that i can show off in
i'm average in all of them
and there's always someone better (as usual) (:
but i've SEEN THE LIGHT
hahaha i can dance now
and that's all that matters now
ENOUGH ABOUT ME
TO MY AWESOMEST FRIENDS
4A: you guys are
TOO AWESOME FOR ME AHHHHHHHHH
we stuck pretty much together as 32 cool peeps
through this 2 years
i THANK YOU for being there literally
for everyone in our class
we won stuffs, competitions
we hung out together at j8
we stayed back together
we mugged together
we did everything together
and i couldnt ask for more
you guys have been awesome for 09/10 and you guys
will continue to be awesome through 2011
WISH YOU GUYS THE BEST OF LUCK
IN YOUR JC (love) LIVES
MAY YOU ALL BE SUCCESSFUL
AND SEE YOU ALL AT THE CHALETTTTT :DDDD
02 BATCH: "DOWN DOWN DOWN"
that's the first thing i heard when i came into 02
for russell shouting happy new year
right in the middle of the year
but HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE
we may drift apart since we're no longer in the same CCA
but for these 3 years
you guys have been my tightest friends
braving the tides of stress together
and the wrath of ms liew too
but we have been awesome once
and we are awesome again
STAY COOL PEOPLE
as we move on along to our new CCAs
we'll all make new friends
but remember us
remember us together
AS A BATCH, AS ONE
we have been together for 2008-2010
we have grown buff together
may we be your memory
may we form part of your heart
we'll be awesome
AWESOME THAN WE COULD EVER BE
2011 HERE WE COMEEEEEEE
RYAN SEAH AND YONGXIN:
what up people
WE GUYS ARE THE AWESOMEST EVER
okay maybe only you 2
BUT THANK YOU SERIOUSLY
for being there for each other
may it be ryan's project
or yongxin's love affairs
we have been there to help each other
and i seriously can thank you enough
LETS MOVE TO THE SAME CCA TOGETHER PLEASE
we must stick together
i cant imagine us drifting apart
we danced together so many times
its not just a memory anymore
its an... instinct (:
you guys are damn cool
and i have seen many things in your perspectives
making my life a cooler one
i thank you for transforming me
FOR BEING THERE forever
lets dance again sometime
we're awesome
STUD ANTS FOR THE WIN
WE ARE THE BEST
hmm... so its not all happy 2010 is it haha
true that, there have been a few emo moments
or maybe a lot for my case
i think a lot into things i guess
maybe sometimes too much into things
but i do get lonely now and then
and feel down toooo ):
i mean what to do?
there's nothing much i can do with these emo moments
except move on
i've learnt pretty much though
i'm actually a boring retard
i'm actually a lame idiot
i'm actually more alone than i think
i'm actually not as charismatic than i think
BUT
nothing we can do about it can we
lets move on
i may have been a little unfortunate
but that doesnt mean i cant be more lucky in the future
so everyone
set your resolutions
and fufill them to the max :D
happy new year
may it be a perfect one (:
12:46 PM
