Thursday, January 27, 2011
ORIENTATION
sorry i know i havent really been posting but
things were pretty boring before today (:
anyway
today was pretty much awesome (like me)
did some basic icebreakers and stuff
but i was rather hyped up haha
not because of the girls... ;)
just i dont know
decided to be high :D
maybe cause of first impressions haha
like the first day kinda thing
start off on a good note
shouting for quite a lot of stuffs HAHA
just screaming lololol :D
hmm it was rather fun lah (:
then station games?
just a whole lot of squeezing
and more squeezing
on chairs and on some mat hahah
i think that's their way of getting us closer to each other i guess
then it was OG DINNER
and we just had to go to carl's jr
burned my wallet haha no money already lahhhh ):
anyway we just joined hell lot of tables together right
cause we had like 20 people
and i was sitting on the far end
and getting left out of everything
):
i just started to get emo and shit lah serious
its really damn sad
when everyone else literally
is bonding together
and you're just forever alone
i just started sms-ing people cos i really had nothing to do at that time
and everyone's just enjoying their og time
am i the only one being overshadowed?
the rest being "outstanding" in their og
i have like ern xu, ryan chan, and beck, even john
i seriously felt like some retarded loser at the end of the table
sigh
what's happening to me?
am i just attention-seeking or what
why am i like that?
maybe i am attention seeking after all
isn't everyone attention seeking?
or am i just being not included enough?
i dont know lah
why does orientation bring me so many emo stuffs to think about?
haha i think i'll just laugh it off and go to sleep bah
not good to emo over orientation
its supposed to be our funnest J1 days after all (:
9:49 PM
