Thursday, March 24, 2011
HARRLOOOO
life's pretty good now... i think? (:
hahaha staying back after school to dance is really really fun
i just love dancing so much omg
so today i learned how to do crickets yay :D
and i think i got down one round of windmill OMG ;D
looking forward to the day when i can break as well as michael muahaha
and believe me i will reach there
yknow during civics lesson today
then our teacher gave out some random goals and obejectives thingy
yah those we used to get for CLE that kinda stuff
except it stated quite explicitly a few areas lah :D
then under CCA i wrote:
"to be the best"
What are you going to do to achieve your goal?
"Train"
HAHA yeah that's it
i am soooo going to improve
and i like to see myself improve too
cos like breaking
when you get moves down
you can feel it HAHA like cos you at first cannot do
then train train train until can do
sense of satisfaction sioll :D
SO YAH dancing's really reall fun
and i'm actually handling my studies quite well for now
not really much i dont understand
so more time for me to dance haha :D yay
i really wonder sometimes
if you guys actually like me hanging around with y'all
(was going to write hanging around with me but wasn't quite appropriate so... ): )
or just cant to chase me away
D:
its just the general feeling that i get when i'm around people
maybe i'm thinking too much
and yet again maybe i'm not
i really dont know whether i'm annoying you guys with my presence
whether you guys appreciate it or not
i really dont know
i just get the feeling that everyone's pretending
to like i dont know, be okay with me and everything
argh i really hate that feeling though
if you guys really dont like me around or stuff
just tell me straight in the face
really dont have to pretend and do all the shit
BUT
then again you guys really dont mind
its my low self esteem kicking in again
sigh
what to do
9:44 PM
