Saturday, April 30, 2011
my chem teacher always talk about investment in time or something like that
(he's a damn good teacher btw)
like how we must learn to see what to put time in
more time or less time
based on what we're going to get out of it lah
like the example he gave:
"if you keep liking this girl
then you know she won't like you back
then useless trying to put time into trying to get her to like you"
just wondering lah
if people don't appreciate my effort into relationships
then should i even be trying that hard at all
wouldn't i get more like out of studying or something
rather than "wasting" my time
._.
we only have two years to prove our worth in the A-levels leh
and my GP common test is in 3 weeks
i really need to plan my work and dance and lepak more effectively
if people don't appreciate me lepaking
then i probably put more time into sleep and work or something
i just want to believe that people are appreciating my company lah
but i dont know, just the feeling that i get sometime
make me feel so unimportant and useless
i must as well use this time to do some other shit right
BUT i'm not emo (:
i'm still happy
but i'm super tired omg
i'm dying for the past few days lah
and i think trying to keep up my optimism and happy mood
is totally sapping my energy
its really quite hard sometimes when people around me are sian
and i try harder to keep the mood up
-yawn-
its really super tiring
but i still am trying
it feels good to be happy lah (:
keep it up :D
its still time to be perfect (:
10:14 PM
