Wednesday, June 1, 2011
have you ever felt as if the entire world is against you?
after you've done something foolish
after you've done something you shouldn't have
after you've done things slightly offensive
and people around you suddenly seem as if they're teaming up against you
pushing you into a pitiful corner where you can't do anything
but listen to their scoldings and insults
and then
as they guilt trip you and make you feel bad
as they scold you and tell you off
you start to wonder what happened
what did you do in the first place to deserve all these treatment
haven't others been doing the same too?
why are you the only one getting kicked around?
and the people scolding you, who are they to tell you what you did wrong?
haven't they done the same things?
are they in any better a position to tell you what is wrong and what is right?
maybe not after all
then why does everyone think they're always right?
and why am i always the one in the wrong?
what exactly is right or wrong then?
what am i doing wrong?
are we always doing something wrong?
is there a right and wrong to everything we do
to everything we say
isn't this rightness or wrongness
just a human construct to classify things under
what they like
and
what they do not like?
everyone has a different perception of right and wrong
you might think talking back to your parents is right
when you think you're fighting for your own rights
and then again its wrong because its just straight out unfilial
point being, this rightness and wrongness is all mashed up
things you like to do become right
and when people treat you in a way you dislike, its wrong
and we're always using your definitions
i always end up being the one in the wrong
they conveniently shirk off the blame off their shoulders
and pile them onto mine
as i sag lower, trying to lighten the load by feeling sorry,
i just feel more and more wronged
framed for things i don't think i did wrong
but then again who am i to say what's wrong and right?
i'll just sit in my corner
waiting for y'all to put the blame on me
9:19 PM
