Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Too much stress. I just feel like giving up on everything. Let go. And just receive the consequences. I tried so hard, studied so hard for these tests. And everything just screws up on me. Chem, econs probably GP as well. Now, my street teacher's going to think i'm some slacker, when i actually started studying from the start of the holidays. But there's just nothing to prove it. With all these expectations piling up, and failing to meet them so badly just thrashes me. So depressed, wasted, stressed out, used. I need to chill. Well, i did try to chill but feeling left out really didn't help. Now, i'm more indifferent than ever.
Let's hope its just now and today. Tomorrow, CTs are over, i get to relax, dance, get high and shit. Let go of all the stress in my head and just explode into fun. Or maybe i'll just stone in relief. See how left out i feel then. Last day come on, physics, LAST DAY. All the best people.
11:48 PM