Sunday, July 3, 2011
I'm so confused. Everytime I try to become happy, I just feel that no one's appreciating my happiness. Why is it that everytime i try, i just have to meet so much resistance? Feel left out, disappointed and never up to mark. I'm just screwing myself over and over and finding more chances to shoot myself. I really want to quit. Quit everything. I really feel like screaming now, let all the tension in my head go. Or maybe i need some sleep.
11:41 PM