Monday, April 26, 2010
time realli flies omg...
hahaha two more weeks to MYE!! O:
started mugging a bit alr, but i feel so unprepared XD
hope i'm not the only one!!
ahh today was kinda empty... like there was just nth!
2.4 tmr hope i can get amy timing under 9!! :D
hahaha i think i'm thinking too much O:
seems and feels like everyone's dao-ing me...
BUT am i realli that uninteresting a person? like i bore u when i talk?
or am i just plain annoying? >.< irritating u non-stop?
i'm now a changed person, trying to be optimistic with life and stuff
but u're (u all are) realli making it hard for me,
making me think i realli suck and i'm boring...
i'm holding my head up for now, its gonna drop real soon if i continue to emo like this omg...
i know i'm lame and yea! but i cant help it!!
its just the way i am!! dun continue to talk to me if u hate me that much!! D:
please tell it to my face and stop hiding it!
u're not being nice, u're just making me THINK AND THINK D:
sigh... or am i just too easily insulted
am i being selfish and not thinking for u (all)?
i'm suuper confused now!!
hope this (thinking and the treatment) would stop...
then i can realli love life again...
now i'm just in a state of paranoia, and depression ):
8:53 PM
