Sunday, August 15, 2010
damn its realli hard not to be emo
sigh... whut can i do?
i feel kinda backstabbed
but at the same time
my idk nature is telling me not to get angry
and let things blow over
and let myself be at the losing side
just lose whatever belief and faith i had
in you
both of you
WHY IS IT SO UNFAIR
i cant say ANYTHING to both of you
or both of you will screw me up
ur impressions of me
AHHHHHH
i have to take it to MYSELF
and no one shares this burden with me
this sux
ikr
this sux real bad
should i keep you? both?
i'm on the verge of losing both of you right now
gone forever
should i just forget you guys
let you 2 be whutever u want to be without me?
decisions decisions
stupid bloody backstabber i HATE YOU
the other one? i have nth to say to you
not like you would care about whut i say ANW HUH
JUST LISTEN TO THE BACKSTABBER goddammit
ARGH -tears hair- -looks-
and all these white hair for nth
I. AM. DAMN. ANGRY. NOW. AH. HHH. HHH
WHY DO U 2 HAVE TO DO THIS TO ME!!!
WHY WHY WHY!!
i nid help please
someone help me
i'm gonna fall into the deep-emo zone soon
please i'm barely clinging on to my optimism
oh yah
no one reads this anw
sigh...
i guess i should let go then
no one cares anw
-let go-
-looks around-
hmm pretty dark here...
where are my emotes?
all gone
i guess this is really the emo zone
lets sit down
and think
emo
and wait for the rope that comes down for me to climb back up again
hopefully it might come
or it'll never come
no one shares my burden anw
all of you soo happy
just ignoring me when u feel like it
do u know how i feel?
i guess not
after all
i'm fukang
are u guys fukang? do u even try to be?
HUH ARGH
I DUN EVEN KNOW WHY I AM BOTHERING TO WRITE IT ALL HERE
NO ONE READS THIS DAMN IT
NO ONE IS GOING TO HELP ME ARGH DAMN DAMN DAMN
THIS SUX MTM
AFTER ALL
u guys dun know how its like not to be funny huh
to be boring and uncool
u dun know do you
u guys are just too cool and humourous to be me right?
however hard u try, ppl still like you right?
well let me tell you
IT SUCKS SUCKS SUX
NO ONE LAUGHS WITH YOU
THEY STAND BY YOU PITYING YOU
cos u are just a "FRIEND"
TRYING TO LAUGH
LAUGHING AT YOU COS U ARE A RETARD
MSN CONVOS DIE OUT
ONE LINER REPLIES FOR MSN
ONE WORRRDDD REPLIES
"yah" "hahaha" "lol"
NO ONE LIKES ME DO YOU GET IT
NO ONE LIKES TO TALK TO ME
I'M THIS BORING PIECE OF SHIT
AHHHH DAMNNNNNN
WHY COULDNT I HAVE A BETTER SENSE OF HUMOUR
BE MORE SPASTIC
WHY AM I SOO BORING TO TALK TO
GODDAMN WHY WHY WHY WHY!!
SOMEONE GIVE ME A DAMN ANSWER!
oh wait i have it
cos i'm fukang right
DAMN FUKANG WHY DO I HAVE TO BE FUKANG
DAMN THIS SHIT
ARGH
i swear i nid a knife to slash myself now
no rope's coming down anw
nope nth but me
alone
emo
damn
-starts slashing-
6:55 PM
