Thursday, March 10, 2011
hello people :D
hahaha sorry havent been posting regularly
no time, more homework, how to post sia :D or maybe i'm just lazy sometimes muahahaha
school's getting okay :D with street dance under way! Its so cool lah, how everything works, we meet new people, we learn new stuff, and i actually like it.
And our female choreographer is freaking (Y) pro, do all the shit also wont get tired one hahaha then we all rotting XD
Still feeling low and lonely this few days ): its damn sad lah, everyone just drifting all over the places i dont even know where to find anyone anymore.
Maybe i just want to feel needed once in awhile, needed by someone, like how i need you all. I just hope people can reciprocate my friendliness and need for you guys, i just want to feel important. ): I never get that kind of feeling anymore, I'm just a throw-aside, just chuck me when you're done with me that kind of thing. ):
Sigh, even the new people i meet, i dont know, i just get the feeling that they're getting annoyed with me or something. Am i very annoying? ): Perhaps. I'm just trying my best, isn't that enough?
Why is everything never enough however hard i try? What am i doing wrong? Why do i feel so lost without everyone beside me? Why? Will I ever find the answers D:
Sorry for the random rantings hahaha :P I just needed to get my thoughts out, everything's just so confusing for me hahaha
Do i need a best friend to rely on, or what? How do best friends exist anyway? I really have no idea leh hahahha ):
Oh well (: i'll try to cope for now, we'll see we'll see
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