Tuesday, March 15, 2011
why is it that every now and then
i feel so suddenly depressed... ):
its like i was looking at like my facebook, reading some stuffs
then i just felt so overshadowed
dont think i'm weird or anything HAHA
i mean, i was wondering why i'm not as enthu compared to other people in my cca
why i'm not as good as others
why i'm not as overachieving
and a lot of other stuff
i just always feel overshadowed
why is everyone always so much better?
why why why WHYYYYYYY ):
i'm always so much less compared to everyone around me
less fun, less cool, less at everything
is it just me that's just not good enough
or is it the fact that everyone's just better at everything?
there're people with everthing
looks, talents, brains everything
then being friends with them just put a lot of things into perspective
not that i dont like them as friends or anything
you just cant help thinking that he/she is just better than you
then lapse into this emo crapzxz
SIGH i know its not healthy to keep thinking this way
but what to do ):
the more i keep working towards being better, being more perfect
people seem more and more perfect compared to you
there's no stopping them
argh damn this thing is damn depressing right ):
bad thoughts bad thoughts but i cant seem to keep them out
i'll try i'll try ):
see how things turn out
and see what people tell me
just might help
so (:
9:24 PM
