Monday, April 4, 2011
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i dont like feeling sad
i dont like offending people
but i dont really know when i cross the line or not
i dont know whether its getting too much
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i try to be funny
i really really do
but i have absolutely no idea how people do it so well
I JUST-
i try my ways, if they're offensive, i'll stop
but i really dont know how to be funny
i want to be funny
i like it when people laugh and be happy around me
ITS REALLY depressing when you're trying so hard
and yet people still rather not talk to you
and talk to other people instead
i get all jealous and shit all over
i'm cheering up as well as i can
i try to be energetic
i try to high up
i really do try, if you people cant see it, i'm just saying
and i hate it when people cant see it
sigh
what must i do?
what is it with me that's just not funny?
i really DONT KNOW ):
OTHER PEOPLE JUST SEEM SO MUCH FUNNIER THAN ME
people enjoy talking to them much more compared to me
i just feel so left out of everything
"its not the tears that measure the pain,
sometimes, its the smile we fake just to show others its okay"
hmm
10:27 PM
