Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Damn it. I worked so hard for nothing. To all the people saying that i would get good results, I didn't. I screwed up so badly I don't even know where to hide my face. Seriously, I study for one entire month and my results are still so screwed up. I fail at everything. There's really nothing I can do well, is there. And I don't even have other commitments. I'm really super depressed. Promos are two months away and we no longer have the one month break before our exams to study, only a miserable week before it all starts coming in your face. If I can't even do well for this one, what makes anyone think that I can do well for the next one? I have no tuition, and yet I still have to work my way out. I can't pay for my future education like some of you rich people, my progress does actually matter for my future. Life's hard isn't it? What to do? Social life, good grades, sleep, you're supposed to choose 2 out of these 3 right? I can't even achieve one. Look up and forward, there's nowhere else to go.
10:36 PM