Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Pointless.
When you've been driving towards somewhere you know you can't end up. When you've been looking at something that's too far away. When you want something that will never be yours. When your presence is nothing but to reduce others' guilt. When you try so hard just to fall as hard. When you look in the mirror and it keeps breaking. When you try to be something you'll never become. When being yourself is not good enough for anyone. When any improvement doesn't seem good enough. When time is nothing but your enemy. When your welfare is sacrificed for nothing. When you get tired over something not even worth thinking about. When you think of people that always seem to look the other direction. When you try to remember something during an exam when you never studied. When you try to stay awake when you didn't even sleep 2 hours last night. When nothing seems to go your way. When everyday is just another tiring day you can't wait to end. When everything you do ends up a mistake. When you being there means nothing at all. When what you say doesn't get heard. When no one understands what you say. When you hold on to something that you can't even see or feel. When you try mending something beyond repair. When you overthink and nothing comes out of it. When you cry over broken strings. When... nothing.
Its all pointless. I'm pointless.
12:11 AM
